Neo Soli

Hello my good people, It seem as though I'll be seeing my son in the next couple of weeks. It has not been easy getting to this point, due to the fact, that his mother & I have not really been communicating. To be honest, she was not talking to me. Why not, you ask? Well she seemed more concerned with trying to have a romantic relationship with me, then she did, letting me get to know my son. She played the run away and hide game with the child all through his life and because she live in another state I have to travel there to file paper work for visitation.

I'll go there after the 4th of July. Maybe I'll stay for 5 days, see my son and take him to a movie or something. He's still young I wonder what will be his reaction to seeing me for the first time. I hope he don't cry. I'd be like, "Soli, I'm yo Daddy! Has your mom poisoned you against me already!", I'm just kidding. I communicate to him on the phone. He listens and makes happy sounds as I'm speaking to him I believe I'll take to me quick.

I that boy touches my heart; each time I hear him or simple think about my son, happy feelings just overflows throughout entire being. That's different for a man such as I who keeps emotions in check, but my baby boy brings it all out. I've got a great big grin on my face right now. This boy will always be able to count on me and trust that God will give me whatever I need to come through for him. Young Soli, my boy, you will be the best. God bless my son in every way possible. Thank you, Lord!

Peace!