I Don't Want To Do It 1

I'm considering doing something that will run the risk of getting me disowned by my entire family. I don't want to write what it is because seeing it in print will sicken me. The bad part is that doing this horrible thing might be the best thing to do in my situation.

I might have to forfeit the paternal to my first born. Trust me, the possibility feels more gut wrenching, than it sounds. I'll give some background and it might serve to clarify things somewhat.

The blockhead broad I conceived with is a truly dirty underhanded piece of work and that's putting it nicely. I decided soon after she told me was expecting, that I didn't wanna be with her. It wasn't a direct result of her being pregnant, but she was mentally and emotionally jacked up!

I wanted to help her take care of the child and find her somewhere nice to live. Because I didn't want to live with her 24/7, she rejected my help. Threaten to leave, if I didn't agree to her terms.

I called her buff and turns out she did leave. She sent me a voicemail, stating that she didn't want anything from me and didn't want me involved in the child's life. Changed her number and I didn't hear from the filthy broad til the child was born.

Checkout the Second Part.

Expecting Too Much

My people are all caught up on the Obama winning the presidency. Its good to see them be happy, but they're acting like this is the greatest thing in the world. I just want them to simmer down and realize that is the hard part is yet to come. The hard part is for Obama to live up to the hype and I don't think he'll be able to do it.

I wonder how long its going to take for people to get over the novelty of having a non-white man as president and start jumping down Obama's when things don't get better in a blink of an eye. That's going to be unfair, but they're going to pile it on from all sides. It won't be all the pres fault. Congress is not going to ride with him enough to get his proposals through. That will be the way they use to keep him in check.

My heart goes out to the new pres and his fam. I pray that they're stay in the White be a safe one. If I was Obama, I'd hire my own private security just to be on the safe side. The CIA might pull a JFK move on him, so I suggest he get the FOI. They'll have his back for real.

Hello

I want to reach out and send a message of love to my son. I'm praying that each day you gain more in wisdom & knowledge as you grow physically. I believe you will be a great man! Great, in ways, that go beyond money and all the material things that most put stock in. You're exceptional and will finish the work I started. Even if you'll never have a chance to lay eyes on me. You will be compelled to handle the business.